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And it all goes up in flames...

Tue Jan 31, 2006, 6:02 AM
-sigh-
Normally I wouldn't bore people with my day-to-day problems.....but....I need to vent. So....I won't be offended if nobody reads this-it's mearly for myself anyway. It's tuesday. My 18th birthday is on Saturday. I'm moving out of my parents house. I just told them this last night.... FUCK!!!!
....too many emotions.

I'll finish later....

~Ashley~

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:iconnorthwoodsboy11:
im moving out back down there thursday night or friday morning... we in the same boat... my dad called me a retard and my mom didnt seem to mind as long as i had a plan... out of curiosity... where ya moving to or in with?

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Life just inst what it used to be
:iconbabyboi22:
I've had a plan in place for a long time. I kept looking for a better one....cuz it ain't gonna be easy. Oh well...... Life goes on. I'm movin in with a couple friends =)

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I'm really a cat you see
And it's not my last life!
~Shakira~

"Wha cha doooin???"
"I'm just shooting rubber bands at the moon"

Love is never wrong @>--->----
:iconnorthwoodsboy11:
which friends? and how is it not gonna be easy... your moving on making yor life better your parents cant stop you no matter what... you have a job rent money right there... you are going into the military life plan right there... your set in stone it not gonna be that hard

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Life just inst what it used to be
:iconbabyboi22:
Well....emotionally speaking it's gonna be easier....hopefully. But money's gonna be tight. I quit the job I had cuz I'm gonna need a new one.....pri full time 3rd shift. That might get a tad bit difficult cuz I'm still in school full time. Military....yea. That'll set me up pretty good. I'm havin some issues with it right now though.....as far as who I am underneath everything. "Don't ask, Don't tell" I feel like my parents are disowning me over this. My father is cordially aloof and my step-mom won't talk to me. Even a tiny fraction of the things they've said to me over the last several days is enough to bring me to tears. Tell me...where do you go for reassurance.....confidence in who you are....and courage for everything else when your own parents have labeled you doomed to failure???? I know I'll make it through...I always have.....

Anyways....
Did you hear what went down between Dre and I? If so....what's your views/opinion on the matter?

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I'm really a cat you see
And it's not my last life!
~Shakira~

"Wha cha doooin???"
"I'm just shooting rubber bands at the moon"

Love is never wrong @>--->----
:iconnorthwoodsboy11:
i havent heard anything about you and dre... and i thin you should have kept yor job until u gt a new one... i what i would do is goto the person i love for reassurance and for you i would say the person you trust... you got me to trust

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Life just inst what it used to be
:iconforever-enchanted:
:huggles ashley: Well maybe after you move out they'll come around. I don't have much else to say on the matter 'cos I've been talking to you 2nd hour... :tear: hope you don't drop out 'cos of him being a evil bitch (Mr. Sterner)

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"moving through the crowd, trying to find myself. Feel like aguitar that's never been played. Will someone strum away"

"Do I wanna throw away the key and invent a whole new me and I tell myself no one don't wanna be no one but me"

~Aly And AJ~

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